I paid the man he swung the rope and velvet splashed my eyes / entrance made to newer ways I hold in my surprise / a light-defying world shadows overwhelm and hug the stage / laughing clapping de-light now spread across my face / like the joy you feel when descending past real / when spelunking in mind is taking all of your time / it's the oceans you cross, when you're caught in a loss / and all that you can do from that day on is deal / I've seen the act but never in my backyard / my spine tingles through the muscle that's hardened / I feel the signal try to cross the wall of dead cell / I'll connect the dots for my endocrinal and speak the swell / then I'll drink the swill, as I have done before / and as we will again over conquered legions scorned / because this shadow that I see across my screen / is the ashen face I wear reflecting back at me

if there's a way to pump out greatness / I might be the biggest clot in the vein / taste the blame and process the sadness / that's how I got the biggest liver in the game

different is his name oh the dissonance to blame / there's a lot of factors that forged me that I have yet to claim / and so nowa's the spoken last nomenclature comfort patch / to wormwood i'm forever lashed credit's owed to checkered past cause / I feel I embody the idea of ambivalence / I know myself and I know nothing beyond that fence / and so I've taken steps to dive into my family / and I accept that things I see or learn may become damaging in time / ravaging in mind tip of diamond i'm drilling / discovering the facets in me a different kind of fulfilling / and when i'm feeling full pull the curtain back again / spend another chit choose a fresh situation / when, we are at the bend / in, the road of time and life that trenchant intersection / I hope to be the one you seek to dispense with weighted statements / we ought to be brushing up on breaking up a phalanx / your experience and memories I cast like a crap roll / seven deadened senses when your queen gets castled / and I know in this moment I might look like an asshole / but that's to get the will of fire in you to crackle

hook once then

if there's a way to sift through this muck / without catching a nasty stray stain / taste the shame in defeat and move past it / remember there is more to you than a name / if there's a way to pump out greatness / I might be the biggest clot in the vein / but we are all just scurrying t-cells / scared little neurons searching for a brain